worried may also be naive

dua hari ini perasaan gag enag teruz,,,
i don't know why....
apa otak ku yang terganggu ataukah perasaanku ajjah yang terlalu sensitif.
aku udah gag kuat nahan ini sendiri jadi aku tulis semua yang kurasain...
i love my life...

g ada kabar 2hari...
semakin takut, semakin khawatir, semakin gag tenang...
perasaan gag enag....
what happen with you my sweetheart,,,,???
yes, I know now I'm not his girlfriend again ...
but for sure, my love never changed from the beginning until now ..
maybe I'm naive .. but the feeling didn't lie

aku sayang dia,,
aku gag pgen buka hati ini buat yang lain...
walo sebenarnya ada orang yang mungkin pengen mengetuk hatiku
tapi aku yakin... aku punya keyakinan kuat.....
i still believe someday you and me will found ourself in love again...
mungkin naif yach kalo orang liad

gag tau kenapa aku ngerasa kalo dia ada apa-apa sekarang
aku ngerasa ada sesuatu yang ganggu pikirannya sekarang
tapi seringkali kalo aku timbul perasaan gag enak tentang dia,
terbukti dia ada apa-apa...
he is one special person for me
karena itu aku tetap bertahan

Unbreak my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked outta my life
Uncry these tears
I cried so many nights

aku tau semua ada masanya..
aku tau hati gag bisa bohong
stiap hari ada harapan" dari hatiku....
aku tak pernah memaksa dan mendesak karna aku tau semua akan mengalir begitu ajjah
apapun indah pada waktunya
tapi satu hal yang gag pernah dimengerti orang bahwa apapun yang kita lakukan selalu ada sisi positif walaupun orang tidak memandang itu adalah hal positif..

semoga kamu yang disana,
yang pernah mengisi hari"ku
yang pernah kasih cerita indah di hidupku
yang pernah jadi orang terdekatku
akan baik baik ajjah....
aku gag pgen liad kamu sedih...
aku pengen jadi penopangmu saat kamu merasa ragu, bimbang , dan terjatuh
believe me, whatever happens to you, I'll still be there...

disappointed vs apology

mungkin aku emang egois atau apalah terserah orang mau kata,
tapi aku emank bukan orang yang mudah berbaur,,
gag mudah buat aku bisa deket ma orang baru dalam waktu yang singkat....
itu alasanku....
mungkin bukan alasan yang rasional buat membatalkan satu kegiatan
but it's REAL.....
why,,,,??? I don't know....
until finally someone disappointed in me because it..
iya benar kalau dibilang saya mengecewakan seseorang....
BENAR DAN TEPAT SEKALI.....

Kata maaf.....??
udah disampaikan dumz pastinya....
tapi tetep ngerasa ada something different

it's ok lah ngerti kalo gitu adanya..
MAAF... MAAFKAN SAYA...

memang saya sealu mencoba jadi orang yg sabar
tapi ada kalanya saya bisa jadi orang yang benar-benar keras....

I am sorry to disappoint you
sorry for all those who feel the same ... I've ever disappoint

This may simply flow the heart of a crybaby girl

ignorance that is often done is cry,,
always and always crying..
she should not have to cry,

a lot of people say that the tears were a sign of weakness of someone
but it tears me is a sign of honor
because if we cry over someone, the signature of the person we love it...
we don't wanna lose him and his love...

however, whether the tears that have come out of our beautiful eyes will be paid by the good?
no, not always all be paid off with good,
actually most of that paid by disappointment..


and now that I feel is a confusion that there is no end
a confusion that should be easily answered,
but it was compounded by a state
perhaps because of lack of assertiveness that made all the more complicated like a thread
should be with a decisiveness, all this will be more beautiful
because of the certainty will be obtained by each person


I saw the indecision in your eyes
I don't know why,,,?
for sure I was not comfortable with all the questions in my mind
I don't know what to go
I know, I'll still keep my affection to him


I am not a bad person who would hurt someone
but, what I have to rest on the unfairness??
impossible, I will continue to cry about like this
but I still would not want to hurt someone

I know what I feel
I know myself
and I know how much my strength to face problems
but I can not control myself on this one issue
I really was tied to my love of you
I was afraid of losing their figures just like you
but it seems you don't understand this fear


combined with the emergence of new figures that made me very upset
because she also wanted to be present in your heart

I don't know what else to convince you
I know that..
honest than deep in my heart I love you in any condition
and I've proved it in the past
and now I was ready for it with you

until whenever I'll keep waiting
and will not open my heart to others
seems naive ...
but this I promise,
I promise to myself that is dedicated to you ...

I love you,,,

This may simply flow the heart of a crybaby girl

ignorance that is often done is cry,,
always and always crying..
she should not have to cry,

a lot of people say that the tears were a sign of weakness of someone
but it tears me is a sign of honor
because if we cry over someone, the signature of the person we love it...
we don't wanna lose him and his love...

however, whether the tears that have come out of our beautiful eyes will be paid by the good?
no, not always all be paid off with good,
actually most of that paid by disappointment..


and now that I feel is a confusion that there is no end
a confusion that should be easily answered,
but it was compounded by a state
perhaps because of lack of assertiveness that made all the more complicated like a thread
should be with a decisiveness, all this will be more beautiful
because of the certainty will be obtained by each person


I saw the indecision in your eyes
I don't know why,,,?
for sure I was not comfortable with all the questions in my mind
I don't know what to go
I know, I'll still keep my affection to him


I am not a bad person who would hurt someone
but, what I have to rest on the unfairness??
impossible, I will continue to cry about like this
but I still would not want to hurt someone

I know what I feel
I know myself
and I know how much my strength to face problems
but I can not control myself on this one issue
I really was tied to my love of you
I was afraid of losing their figures just like you
but it seems you don't understand this fear


combined with the emergence of new figures that made me very upset
because she also wanted to be present in your heart

I don't know what else to convince you
I know that..
honest than deep in my heart I love you in any condition
and I've proved it in the past
and now I was ready for it with you

until whenever I'll keep waiting
and will not open my heart to others
seems naive ...
but this I promise,
I promise to myself that is dedicated to you ...

I love you,,,