What should I do

I knew it was my fault not the fault of another person
My happiness should not depend on others
that make happy is myself
an error if I think that other people who brought happiness to me

a decision which is very heavy,
want to or not I decided to stop all,, maybe it's the best
but honestly, it's all too deep ..
yes, I've dependency with you,
you are always beside me
those of you who care to me
those of you who became my listeners
you are providing a solution to my problem
I am truly grateful for everything

state really felt changed after that day,
maybe I'm too sensitive or maybe it really like that fact

all will float until I really knew what I know and has not been a big question mark was missed ...
I will continue to be felt upset and confused what to do